ooh this weekend was soo much fun! I <3 Candida!! we had soo much freakin fun!!! haha... but I don't have much else to say right now maybe I'll write in more later!

wow-- who cares anymore

Currently Listening Stories and Alibis By Matchbook Romance Tiger Lily see related

so school is almost out for the summer! i counted it.. and ok we have next week (5 days) and then tuesday (1 day) so far thats 6 days left.. but then theres the dreaded finals (3 days) but its not going to be like "3 days" cause that would imply i have to stay there all day long andi really dont.. i have 5 finals to take during final week so that means i have "1 day" of finals.. like one full day of school.. so if you follow my logic which i dont care if you do or not.. we have SEVEN days left!!!! and obviously weekends dont count cause thats like a little taste for what i get during the summer haha

its so stressful with school ending and teachers being retarded and are like oh shit i forgot to teach you guys this-- well learn it in a few days and it'll be on your final-- c'mon im not going to actually LEARN this stuff for the future. .maybe for your freakin final but not with a whole lot of effort or happiness!

im hungry right now-- i feel like eating some yummy cinnamon swirl bread! i might just have to go get me some! oh the weekend how i love my weekends! its what gets me through the week- except i noticed something.. during the summer i dont like the weekends but during the school year i love the weekends... what a gas! haha yeah dont ask i dont know either...

so ya know how you know im comfortable around you.. well there are many clues you can pick up on but this is one most dont know... if i can sing around you.. like in the car around the house... and make a fool out of myself b/c i just feel like being silly.. you know i'm comfortable around you... but the main one is SINGING-- if im like belting out my favorite song.. you know you are in good shape with me.. but thats not to say that if i dont sing around you im uncomfortable.. but if i can sing then i really feel relaxed and not so self-concious.. i dont know.. it doesn't make a jackshit load of sense..but i get what im saying... i feel like dancing!

 i want to be in someone's arms! i want to feel so caught up with him that i forget the world around me! i love those feelings! i love the feeling of being with him-- it makes sense and is right! all the problems and stress im feeling go away! it's perfect!

on that note-- im off like a shirt in a strip club haha

I saw this about the sweetest things a guy could do and it makes me smile to know that my guy does a lot of them! So here they are... enjoy!

Hold her hand while you talk
Tell her she looks pretty
Look her in the eye when you talk to her
Tell her stupid jokes
Let her mess with your hair
Just walk around with her
Look at her like shes the only girl you see
Tickle her Even if she says stop
When she starts swearing at you,tell her you love her
Let her fall asleep in your arms
Get her mad,then kiss her
Tease her
Let her tease you back
kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her
Stay up with her all night when shes sick
Watch her favorite movie
Kiss her forehead
Write her letters
If she asks you to go to a show with her,go
Let her wear your clothes
When shes sad,hang out with her
Buy her ice cream
Let her take all the photos of you she wants
Kiss her in the rain
And when you fall in love with her tell her

please tell me im not making a mistake!

every time im with you i forgot what its like to hurt and feel the pain of life-- its the most awesome feeling in the world! i know for once in my life that this is right.. this is the way it is suppose to be...

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.